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Not long after, I felt it was time to go home and as it was getting late, I told D i have to go. She sent me to the lift lobby and before I entered the lift, she asked if I will ask her out again. I told her "yes, definitely". She also said I can come her home when I am free to find her again. I was happy and I left.

The next few days at work was great and I felt motivated to go to work to see D though H was always in my mind as well. Not long, weekend again and I asked D if she wanted to go out with me. She said she was feeling lazy and would like to stay at home. I was disappointed but then she invited me to her place to keep her company. I was overjoyed...........

So on Saturday morning, I prepared myself and went over. Shall not elaborate on the details of my journey. When I reached her place, I hesitated to knock on her door, thus I called her on her mobile and told her I am outside her doorstep. She opened the door and peeped out and smiled at me. I went in and she asked if I have had my breakfast and I shook my head. She smiled and told me she was preparing breakfast and had my share as well. I smiled and felt so touched. After breakfast, she told me to go grab a vcd to watch in her room while she washed up the dishes. Hence I went into her room and turned on the TV and picked up randomly a VCD from a heap of pirated VCDs on the table and loaded it into the player. She joined me shortly after and sat beside me.

I wasn’t that shy this time and I just held her hands. Shortly after, I placed my hands behind her back as we had pillows behind our back. She did not show any displeasure and I started to stroke and use my finger to go around in circular motion on her back inside her shirt. She seemed to enjoy it. I began working on her legs, tickling it upwards and downwards and slowly nearing her pussy but not touching it. She moaned softly and seeing no rejection, I went up to her breast and pulled her bra down without taking it off. I circled her breast not touching her nipples and all this while, I am looking at her face with her eyes closed. I unbuckled her bra straps and removed it while her clothes was still on and touched her breast from her thin shirt and she jerked her body slightly and moaned. She told me “very itchy” and I was very aroused by that sight.

At that angle, I could see her bright red toe nails and was very turned on by it. Felt like licking her toes but did not. By then I could tell she cannot take it any further when she started touching my brudder as well. She stroked it from outside my pants and started to tickle my brudder’s head also in circular motion. Wa Buay Tahan.

Felt like bonking her immediately but I was greedy. I wanted more. I went down and started licking her legs up to her thighs. She automatically spread her legs open a little allowing more space for me. Without taking off her pants, I licked the edge of her panties and she moaned slightly louder now. I could feel that her panties was slightly damp now. I asked her whether she wants me inside her but she did not reply and continued to jerk her body now and then. I knew she is ready now but I wanted her to service me in return. I stopped and licked her ear and she twisted her head to the other side and told me she cannot take that. I knew that really turned her on and continued attacking her ears, left one and then the right one. Shortly, she tried putting her hands into my jeans but it was a little too tight and so she and so before I knew it, she was tugging at my belt, wanting to take it off. Could feel her urgency then. Haha damn bad right me?

She then pulled my pants off together with my underwear with a little help on my own and I automatically took off my own shirt and there I was in my birthday suit. She was still fully dressed except without her bra. She started stroking my brudder now and it was already hard long ago. She just kept stroking and then I started taking off her shirt and pants as well. We were then totally naked and boy, her skin was snow-white. I still did not want to penetrate into her yet. Then I went down for her pussy and started licking it. Dun want to deny but there was a certain odour but bearable and I love it. I tongue-fucked her, licked and sucked her G-spot. Soon she was so wet and moaning slightly louder. She tried to usher me towards her by holding my brudder and pulling towards her pussy. Nabei, she thinks she tugging at a rope or what. That did not really hurt but I wanted more. So I went into a 69 position and continued licking her. Can hear her moan and tremble and I guided my brooder into her mouth and initially she rejected it by closing her mouth but shortly she licked and started sucking my brudder vigorously.

I felt so high and by then I cannot tahan liao and I flipped over and told her to get into doggy-style and I pumped hard into her. She moaned louder now and I held on to one of her hand and continued pumping for about 5 minutes. As it was my first time with her and with so much foreplay, I came naturally within bout 5 minutes later and I shot my load all onto her butt and I laid there sextified and tired. She just laid on my stomach hugging me.

Then she popped a question which most guys hate most at that moment. “What if I get pregnant?” So I answered her “ Wun be so sway one la. Somemore I pull out in time leh.” Then she asked me “What am I to you then?” I kept very quiet and did not know how to answer her. We did not have any agreement right from the beginning and I did not ask her to be my girlfriend. And so I also wondered “What were we?”

I went to have a shower and when I came out, she was all dressed up and she looked a bit unhappy and I supposed it was the question that was left unanswered by me. I paused but she just walked past me quickly into the toilet and left me standing there. I did not know what to do but I wasn’t mentally prepared to have her as my girlfriend then. I waited til she came out and then I looked at her and told her. Let us take more time to know each other better. She kept quiet and looked at me and then said “It’s ok. Just forget it.” This sentence cut deep into my heart cause I knew I have hurt her deeply as well. I did not know what to do or what to say. Then I suggested that I go back home. She did not say anything and opened the door for me. And with that, I left………………….

The next following few days at work was rather a torture. She avoided chatting with me and also avoided eye contact with me whenever we crossed each other's path. I felt terrible and in me, I missed her. I tried to create chances to be alone with her but each time before I could chat her up, someone will just come by and I just kept quiet.

However one fine day at the pantry, I found her alone there and I approached her and apologized to her. She just smiled and said it was ok. She told me to forget what has happen and asked me to get on with life. I was stunned as I did not want it to end there just like that. But she was unwilling to go out with me anymore and I guess I deserved it. Now I felt that I did like her but it was all too late. I screwed up my own chance. Not before long, my attachment ended and I went back to poly for my FYP and we did not keep in touch anymore...........