[Teddman]

See, the problem with a sex haze is that it's temporary. And ultimately, you wake up from this dream that's been ongoing for months. With my balls dry, my brains started thinking, and I realised with quite a bit of disappointment that I wasn't truly happy being with her.

The sex was great, no doubt, but the lingering thought that there had to be more to a relationship than this started to creep into my mind. What hurts now thinking about it is that she knew that I was beginning to stray in mind and spirit from the relationship.

There was this one night where we had gone out for a dinner at our favourite restaurant, but the atmosphere was cold - She had started work ahead of me by this time, and she was telling me about her difficult job as a sales person for financial products. Guys, you all know that such talk are atmosphere killers - I mean, yes, you have a hard life, yes, the world is unfair to you, but so what? Don't we have it tough as well? So the negativity kept building up, and by the time she was halfway through telling me about the first week, I had commenced my plastic face defence. And she noticed that I didn't care about her words, and she grew sad herself.

I'll have to admit that seeing her face darken and crumble at the dinner table was perhaps the next most sexy thing to seeing her moan while I penetrated her.

When I fetched her home that night, she pulled me over to the condo stairwell, where in the darkness, she pulled my pants down and gave me the blowjob of the relationship - She was never good at it, and while always game, I could never hit the 'come' button. I'll admit, I faked and finished myself off most of the time with Rita my right hand.

But that night, it was different - It was awesome to be exact. She got on her knees, which was already damn kinky considering that she had on a tube top and her amble bosom was within my view entirely, and her skirt was so short that her legs were in full view. And boy she sucked me dry. For the first time that night, I climaxed and came into her mouth, and she didn't choke, didn't let go, she gripped my thighs and let me shoot off the entire load, and let me watch as she swallowed it.

Guys I tell you, it is awesome to have such an experience. No doubt many of you have had it before.

And then she stood up, pulled down her tube top and unhooked her bra, hiked up her short skirt and yanked aside her thong strap and asked me to do her there and then; and she wanted me to come into her tonight - she said she was prepared to go ahead with the morning after pill the next day.
She sat down on the steps at the stairwell, legs spread wide apart, back leaning against the higher steps - and beckoned.

With my balls full and ready to burst again, my brain shut down for twenty whole minutes, as this time I got onto my knees, and pumped my cock into her wet and glistening vagina for twenty full minutes. But even with this gorgeous treatment, I was disappointed - I could see, from her eyes that she was doing this to get me to stay, get me to keep being interested in her and not leave her. And for the first time, when I came into her, I looked away and closed my eyes.

She got up after I came, and widened her vagina lips slightly, and a gob of semen slipped out of her. "You came a lot tonight." And she smiled. I tried to resurrect the good old feelings by hugging her, while topless and slowly kissing her neck and the top of her breasts, but there was something clearly different that night - Something very very wrong in our relationship that I could no longer hide. And she sensed it, and pushed me away.

For the first time after sex, I noticed that she had tears in her eyes. She pulled her clothes on, not in her usual manner, but like some frightened creature, and mumbled that she really would love to meet me the next day for a movie or dinner, or anything, just spend the day together. And with that, she headed towards her block and left me there.

Guilt my friends, was not the afterglow I was seeking. I was seriously torn apart by my cock and my brain - One did not agree with the other, and I was seriously left in doubt about what should be done from there on.

Part 3 coming up mates - Thanks for the support so far!