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i believe some bros here had guessed what is happening to Janice that she freak out during sex....this is the first time in my life. I never ever imagine i would face such situation.

That's the last time we had sex and was the beginning of a real nightmare of my life.........

next day, everything were normal and we had breakfast together before we head out. She starts to feel uneasy with me. I think is my turn who became freak out now. Totally can't figure out what is happening. We went to Camden town, where the stables for horses were there in the past. And now it have converted into street shops and selling many unique stuff there. While we were shopping and taking pictures, a call came in and she walk away to answer the call. Initially i thought is was a business call, but it suddenly struck my mind is wasn't. Reason is she is smiling her way while chatting and she never need to stay away whenever there is a business call. This action totally reminds me of my ex gf whom once cheated on me.

I told myself just not to think about it that much. Give the benefit of doubt that via this many years of friendship, she will never betray me. We carried on with our travelling plans. After a tiring day of shopping, we went back to the hotel and out of the blue she initate to go jogging her own without inviting me along. I nodded and ask her to be careful and i shall wait for her to be back for dinner.

Before she was out, her phone was peeping a few times and she answered. Immediately after she replied those smses, she went out but the smses kept coming in after she was out. She didnt notice and phone wasn't locked. I took up the phone and screen through her phone. I admit i am wrong this part to see her phone, in the end i guess i wasn't in a wrong knowing the truth.

Her smses and watsapp showed msgs all the way back to nov2010 with full coverage of conversation between a guy and Janice. I was deverstated after seeing her phone. She was involved with the guy for awhile and i am sure they bedded. I put down the phone on the desk and went silent. I didn't know what i should do and even thought of rescheduling my flight back home. This trip was a big sacrifice for me, as i have a sick dad back home. I am totally lost. The next 8 days with her seems like 8 years of life. Cannot imagine a 18yrs of friendship just got trashed by one move, a moment of happiness she had with that guy.

During the 8 days of the trip, we had a couple of arguements and i see her true colours. She kept putting the blame on me to an extend that she ask me this question:

Janice: Have you ever thought about your status before you plan to woo a successful woman? Have you thought that if we are suitable to start at the first place?

those statements out from her mouth simply let me see her true colours and is terribly hurting. I am someone who is hardworking and i make my money with proper and ethical way of doing business. I had a pretty comfort life even though i dont make really much and i never rob or steal nor do harmful things to earn that money. Her words simply makes me feel how ugly she is the other side of her life. I felt so tensed, totally not myself and i suddenly felt unfilial not staying home to accompany my sick dad. I really felt useless just because i wish to spend some quality with a woman i love.

Soon the trip ended, i simply just sealed my mouth without voiceing out about what i found. I flew back home with an extremely heavy heart. cant wait the plane could arrive back in sg within an hour.

After i am back in sg, i called her mum the next day and her mum was shock that i came to know about this guy. I was told that her mum only knew about it lately and she is the one who planned an arguement with her mum during a trip to italy in 2010 just to meet this guy. Every bits and pieces of Janice whom i have always treated her so well, had suddenly became so ugly, so horrible and a devil in a making.

I had been through betrayal in one of my relationships and i seriously do not wish to persue further with Janice. I told her mum to just keep quiet and i shall silently walked away......

days later.........